So many things I wanna do, and I'm striking out thing by thing as days fly by. Sometimes it feels like I'll never make it. It feels like I'm walking on the shore, where my footsteps wash away with time. Yes, I'm moving forward but everyone has a time where they feel that its not enough, it doesn't matter and they feel like giving up. It's that little bit of strength that gets me pass each day, that wears thin by the ending of each day and is refreshed again the next morning. Survival. 19.
Birthday wishes (in no order):
1. I want to have better self discipline
Buy lesser stuff that I want, do lesser stuff that I want and focus on things that I need.
2. I want a cat
I just said that I want to focus on stuff that I need instead of want, but I've been doing some research. I feel that I'm prepared to have a cat :P
3. I want to sleep more regularly
Yes I need more 8 hour sleeps in the night.
4. I want to get pass my last sem of poly life!
The last semester for me begins in October, and I only hope to pass. Yeah frankly.
5. I hope for the best for all my friends
Be happy, contented, peaceful, healthy and safe.
I feel like I need to go to Hong Kong & Macau again soon! I feel like throwing away all my makeup and use more skincare instead! I feel like I need to leave this country for awhile! I feel like I need a cat in my room right now! I feel like improving the shxt out of myself! I feel that my life needs to be simpler!
H A P P Y 19th